It has been over a month since my last post. I have survived surgery on my shoulder. and my Mother passing. I had to stop my trt for a couple of weeks recouperating from surgery. just started back. While off trt I lost all interest in sex and never had a erection. been back on four days and just getting hard again. as soon as shoulder goes through rehab and I can use my arm again I will go back to planning and executing my castration.

It's still hot here but now it is August and supposed to be hot around here. Continuing on TRT. My balls have not changed since last post. So I am wondering if I have leveled off. Doesn't really matter as they are coming off sometime this Fall. I am starting to seriously consider having my glans removed as well. My satisfaction comes more from being a bottom anyway. I do have a small but nicely shaped glans which a very good friend wants. It would give me great pleasure to give it up for...

Very hot again. I just realized as I started this post I was wrong in my last post. it was 3 1/2 months at that point. I am starting my fourth month on TRT now. I feel great. I only hope my bones and muscles are getting stronger because that was the reason I started TRT. So far side affects are body hair grows faster and testicle shrinkage. My balls have even gotten a little smaller in last two weeks since my last post. final level of shrinkage depends on the individual of course but mine...

Too hot to be out so I thought to just post my progress. been on TRT for about 2.5 months now. Was in shower today and noticed my left testicle has really shrunk. It is now the size of a very small grape. The tubes and stuff connected to the ball are now bigger than the ball. It is also less sensitive than before. The right ball has shrunk, it is now the size of a medium grape tomato. It is still very sensitive to pressure. The rest of my body is doing well however. One thing I don't like...

just about a month and half on TRT. I feel good my t levels tested in the lower normal range so I will stay on TRT probably forever now. One thing that keeps getting stronger is my wish to be castrated. Something I have wanted for a long long time. I have been working on arrangements for this to happen. Will not be for several months to make sure the TRT is permanent and to make sure this is what I really want, although I already know I do want it.